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Again past, saw her again. But she sees I twist a head to go away, I as her, we are lain between desk sitting, I look at her, she looks at me. I felt embarrassed, put the head on arm, pretend to rest. Our this is very good really to inspecting, appeared in my heart blast a dimple, if I am the poet can draw up my mood. Speak of those 3 words for the first time 2002, year I run to the library, but did not see her all the time.
Shakes sway shake the ground to return swallow beside, was mocked by swallow, “You are not quite bold still, if I, ask Your Place Or My Place directly, who is held like your girl girl those who hold, did not have experience!I take a package, “Who to love who, this kind of man I ability is not unique! walks out of ARK, by air cooling whiff, wine woke many. Look at beside the swallow that wear heavy make-up and the city of scene of debauchery, I have a kind of feeling that cannot find my suddenly. The university graduates 6 years, ideal Where is aspiration Where is career Where is feeling Every day busy, the life is like palette general and multicolored, but wash with clean water, whats are empty, whats do not stay. In the city of crosscurrent of this content desire, lived the biggest belief.
These is you understand why Because I love you! I understand you leave the associate with that my mainer reason is you really. You once had a true feeling, happy, happy, when be together like us, probably sweeter, more unforgettable. But that paragraph of feeling collapsed in the instant, you are painful, you struggle, you pretend as if nothing happened, but you very yearn for that paragraph of feeling, you want to redeem, but the disobeyed you apiration with merciless however fact, then you should are opposite with a paragraph oneselfpenaltywill try diluent associate with, right You want to let him know you once had loved him deeply, negligible even present love, right You want to let everybody know you once was how the ground is spoony, know perfectly well won’t the result is gone to even love, you had been paid bravely, right You want to let the world know you is to the persistence of love how yearning, how cherish, can be its watch lifetime even, right These, I can understand, also do not have reason to interfere.
But, did you discover, my now very the associate with that resembles you Feeling collapses in the instant, my anguish, struggle, did you discover Can you know my present anguish, resemble your associate with, not as painful as your associate with, this you know, right Why do you want to let me experience the sort of anguish Why should you push me next cliff, let me fall into abyss You why give the heart to, I am a machine, I am rubbish, am I not to know painful why the simple live thing of content Probably you can say, by what god to let you bear only the sort of sadness You feel inequitable, you should let other person also experience the sort of anguish, so you chose me, right To this, I am not had language you ever said to me, they say you were not brought up, know to consider yourself only, won’t think for others. Now, you can tell them with your action, they are wrong, by my for company you, I won’t all what you make plan, travel You ever said you do not believe the world has Zhen Aicun to be in, can give me the chance, let me confirm to there is Zhen Aicun to be in on this world to you, OK I cherish my feeling very much, you do not want my beg its commit to the flames, travel Can you let me accompany you to spend you low ebb of this paragraph of emotive Can not let my love shock, can die in that way, make it much live a little while, travel Do not let me await, awaiting is original aged, I do not think the love that yields me dies toward slowly in await! Are you written down so that had we ever said to want the thing that does together Do not let them become the memory of my sadness,Do not treat me with inhospitality, travel I fear chill, not, do not leave me, does your true give the heart to injure the person that you like Had gone, by way of, do not want to miss! Are you still written down I am holding pillow cry bitterly in the arms, were you heard My insomnia, do you know Did you see my tear Do you see I cry swollen double eye I cry for you, will a few years I am you only and cry! The eye cries swollen hind should not let you see as far as possible; The anguish in the heart when cannot let family know. “Love you forever, to death not change, ability is only permanent perhapsthe heart that pang bumps me again, tear also cannot help again ground shedding comes down.
At night, two people are admittedly so tired that two people drive sb. to his death, still do not forget to be in however affectionate before the music that puts on one Duan Shu delay. In those days we are young and flimsy, two people are met must weep to received excitement of Wu of brushstroke great undertaking, also can be was cheated trifling 1000 yuan of payment for goods and in deep sorrow. Write down he is the sadliest that, it is for our child.
When I see small A, scold in the heartof Momthis is this had bad luck or this are in good luck, was given to cry by a foreigner unexpectedly. This motive namely an instant, it is an instant only, I think of her immediately the mandarin pronunciation of that standard, also saw her that dark hair, suddenly gives birth to a kind of curious feeling, ineffable however be at ease a lot of. Seeing small A gives birth to the curiosity that give out for the first time is her it is the most important besides fair and clear impression to leave me the skin, and I also am certain have former it is the cause as a result of latter. Also be in at this moment, I still think is him hard of hearing, I am unapt became famous pace of this cultivate land, I can not be familiar with her.
Had not waited for me to reply, she says: “I myself can be in charge of, I want this child.I tell hesitatingly her however: “I am good without provision still.my psychology is good without provision really. When be being checked toward the hospital, the doctor tells her, your body has inflammation, cannot want this child. When doing the child, she wept, I feel however relaxed, but after the event, I feel negative guilt easily for this. That we went to a hospital together, she walked into room of stream of people.
After coming out, she insists to want to return her home. I accompanied her full night.
Zhang Zong is red line one’s previous experience, green years is carrying a gun to come over in army, 3 big discipline 8 advertent, restrain him to be able to take the right way only, but recreational industry does not take this one, cultured is those who play is a heartbeat, whose courage is great, who is able important matter. Zhang Zong also is not the person of be insensible, then bribe relation is received know me, extravagant ground sent a gift a few times to me, open sell one’s own things later I with manpower form a partnership, do not spend a minute of money, occupy 3 into share, work together with him.
Conditional it may be said is inviting, but I understand, zhang Zong this person works to amount to a purpose by hook and crook, working together with this kind of person is ask sb to act against his own interest simply, and I am a person that tells morality and justice of all corners of the country, my boss Chen Zong has the grace of guide and support of have found a superior appreciative of one’s ability to me, I cannot ungrateful drop one’s benefactor as soon as his help is not required, so I did not promise Zhang Zong all the time. I get off, zhang Zong is grabbed came over to handhold my hand, civil always, wait for you for ages, go up quickly go to, give you provision tonight a surprise. I did not talk, allow to be worn by his hand cuddle my shoulder, familiar ground resembles full brother same, reach my area in a luxurious balcony, on the desk sat early a pretty woman, what is the surprise that I understand to he says eventually, this woman lets me not by one Jing, my within an inch of calls up a name.
The woman has her cause certainly, unassailable, since a lot of men can be raised remove you this big grandma, one day perhaps family also not anxious raises a second wife again, even 3 grandmas. The spirit of the woman that pursues a career, the visual nerve that can allow a man magnifies, produce the move of the admire to the woman thereby, we do not arrive discreditably, the female with most successful career, marriage also is happy (also have exception of course) . 5, repeating overmuch utterance to want only at the moment in the man is the man with normal audition, if decide the man of force Pure Brightness, will never like to resemble auspicious forest elder brother’s wife in that way woman, again good language also does not want to repeat for many times at the moment in him, even if be the care to him.
Feminine love grinds the pronoun that be favored with is one major woman it seems that, thatsentimental, repeat the characteristic of the language from the woman namely and come. Always repeat a kind of already similar speech at the moment in the man, the thinking that shows you did not rise and fall, the idea is simple and drab. The man would rather like clever woman 10 thousand, also do not wish to be Wu Yitian with the woman of a mental retardation. issues one page.
I grab coat and scarf, strong go out toward. The dim light of night is enveloping this city, heavy snow still swirls, I what stand below street lamp feel I can be answered without the home suddenly. Bright did not chase after, full overnight, call without any phones. Perhaps, since had decided to part company, he won’t again attend to my anyway.
Your current position:Of new affection netof affection heaven and earthWife of affection story newly-married is the wife date of others actually: 2007-10-15 8:37:34 origin: Unspecified editor: Ent2.com reads clew I think, life comes up against true love inaccessibly, for oneself happiness, should go to with all one’s strength strive for. The 6th day when marries in us, I receive the telephone call of a new man suddenly, he is fierce firm ground says to me, he is her former husband. my resembling sent wild wild animal directly same, do not control oneself, hit her two a slap on the face.